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♫ I wanna be oh yeah yeah yeah ♫
♫ Your precious little girl ♫♫ All I need is you ♫
♫ Your precious little girl ♫♫ All I want is you ♫
♫ All I want is you ♫
Her Private Life
Why aren't you asking me anything?
I had a dream.
Was it a scary dream?
It wasn't just a dream.
My memory is the scary dream.
About the day I was abandoned at the orphanage.
Before I was adopted abroad,
I don't really have any memories of the time before I turned 7 years old.
But that day is the only one that I remember vaguely.
The feeling of my hand being coldly let go of.
That moment is so vivid.
So?
So that's why I don't like letting go when I'm holding hands.
Because I don't like dealing
with the feeling of being left alone.
Are you okay now?
I'm together with you, Deok Mi.
This won't do. Then we'll have to keep on staying together, then.
You're saying that you're going to make me go to work without letting me get a wink of sleep?
Yes.
Well, I also had scary dreams often when I was younger.
I don't remember exactly what those dreams were,
but I would wake up from them yelling loudly and crying.
Every single time, I would make it where my family couldn't sleep and would bother them.
Every time I did that, my mom didn't force me to go back to sleep.
She would spend the entire night with me.
Today, I'll hang out the entire night
with you, Director. All night.
- All night?- All night.
- Let's go.- Where?
Where do you think?
In exchange, you can't leave once you go in.
Follow me.
Is there enough time?
What is this?
The War of the Flowers. War of the Flowers. Hwatu.
Will you go or not? Go stop.
It's a game that contains life's joy and pleasure.
When you said we should hang out all night, this is what you meant?
Yes. Is there something you want to do?
No, there isn't.
The colors are very vibrant.
If you are into the semiotics of Trump, the hwatu design has strong elements.
That doesn't really matter.
If I extract just the main points in the rules of the game.
Alright, look here. Three birds.
If you get three birds, one bird, one bird, then that's Godori. It's worth five points.
Well, never mind the names. Here, do you see these five cards that say Gwang here?
5 Gwang, 5 cards, 15 points.
These ones are really good.
And if you look here, you can see the women with the Miss Korea banner on them.
The ones that have nothing on it is Chodan, the red ones are Hongdan.
And the blue ones are Cheongdan. These are 3 points, 3, 3, 3.
So it's five, five, three, three, and three.
Then the rest, the more you have the better.
Since you can't understand just by looking--
- So it's good to have a lot of them?- Yes.
Alright, the explanation is over.
That's it?
Go Stop isn't something that you explain.
You learn as you get hit. You won't forget it.
You get hit?
Gwang, gwang, gwang, gwang, it's a goblin gwang.
That's a bonus.
W-Why? Why are you taking mine?
It's a gift to congratulate you.
Now. Wait.
It's obviously a Go for me here, but I feel sorry for you, so I'll say Stop.
- Sorry? There's ten points and a pibak.
It's a double, so that makes it 20 hits, but I'll go easy on you and only hit you twice.
Wh-Why is it 20 points?
- Here, here, it's a pibak. - It's worth twice as much when you don't eat it?
- Yes!- Then you should have explained that!
I'll just hit you twice.
Ordinarily you know it's no fun if you avoid hitting hard in these situations just because you're dating, right?
Wait, how in the world--
Did it hurt a lot?
A bomb. One, two, three.
Oh, a sweep.
For now, I'll put these down.
My sugar level is restored. Let's do it again.
Let's stop now. It's not even fun.
Is it boring?
Well, I think it's a bit fun, too.
How many times was it again?
Five times.
Five times?
Didn't you get fifty points?
It's fun, isn't it? Shall we play it again?
- How did you get here from Dwaejichon? - I rode a bike.
It's a chicken.
What is that?
It's pretty, isn't it?
This is nice.
♫ In your shining eyes ♫
♫ which are shining on me ♫
♫ I'm afraid someone else will enter ♫
♫ Just worrying for nothing ♫
♫ Like a fool again ♫
♫ Facing you, I must hide my heart in full blossom here ♫
♫ Think of you even in the darkness of the moonlight ♫
I'll leave now, since I've seen your face.
♫ As it is ♫
I've been recharged.
You were sleeping. I'm sorry. Head on in.
♫ If you think about me ♫
♫ The eyes which meet in a slight glance ♫
♫ The heart which is beyond reach ♫
♫ waits for you ♫
♫ Tell me ♫
♫ The words which were certainly hidden ♫
♫ Now, I'll be there for you ♫
Episode 12Being Your Fan Means I'm On Your Side
CoCo Moco
Joo Hyeok, today we have to order beans--
I'll order it. I'll make sure--
Fine. I even entrusted my life to my husband.
Why couldn't I leave this to you, too?
Order it, however you'd like.
Seon Joo Over Flowers, Seon Joo!
Who do we have here?
My friend Seong Deok Mi who's so busy from dating?
Still, fangirling-mate over soulmates, no?
What is this? Hey...
Yeah, when I can't make time for my friend,
you have to at least spend money.
Thank you.
You can't be careless about your health just because your feelings are hurt.
You have to supplement well especially at times like these.
- I'm the best, right? - Yeah.
How are you doing? Is life livable now that you've come out as a fan?
Oh, right. Did you make up with your husband?
To be honest, I'm sorry to you too for making you worry.
What do you mean sorry? There's no need between us.
I'll make sure to make him suffer for the rest of his life.
Forgive him.
It is wrong that he took the files without letting us know, but it's not like the report was made up.
And we are at fault too that Si Na Gil looked like she was stalking an ordinary person.
- Deok Mi. - Hm?
There are things that can't be resolved with logic between a man and a woman.
This is about emotions.
Acknowledged.
Can I get a iced Amer--
... ricano?
- Are you off to work? - Yeah.
Hyung, you wanted Ah-Ah? (short for iced Americano
It's supposed to rain today. Did you pack your umbrella?
Umbrella? It, it's at the office.
Oh, that's a relief.
Oh, I didn't know it was getting late.
I'll leave first then. Bye.
Bye.
Nam Eun Gi, did you maybe...
I confessed to Deok Mi.
Are you crazy? You're crazy!
Why did you do that?
I can't keep it inside forever.
What are you going to do?
CHEUM MUSEUM OF ART
Curator Seong!
I'm sorry. I'm a little late. Has the meeting started?
Not everyone's here yet.
Hyo Jin isn't here yet either?
I'm here.
Curator Seong, you can bring the Director.
And you give that to me and follow me.
Why?
Director?
- Director Ryan? - Oh!
Every Rule of Go-Stop
Isn't this office hours, Director?
Yesterday... I... felt like I was scammed, so I was checking.
What do you mean checking? I only taught you at your skill level.
You didn't tell me the most important thing.
What's the most important thing?
Bi, Poong, Cho. Ttong, Pal, Sam.
You're not at that level. I'll teach you the ins and outs next time.
Now, let's go to the meeting.
Oh.
How could you sleep after slapping me that much?
It hurt that much, hm?
Did it really hurt that much?
We can make a small gallery.
And display the paintings.
Then you can add a little sofa here
or TV or other small furniture.
My own little gallery.
It's cute.
I think its good.
Have you explained this to the artists and collectors?
We've sent out the project proposal, and the feedback was very positive.
Make the packaging a bit more simple considering the artists.
And see if we can use magnets to stick the paintings on.
And minimum quantity of production and price is--
Then we're really going to make this and sell it at our shop?
Don't have too much expectation of high sale volume. Items like these--
I think it'll be sold out. I'll pre-order it.
I'll make sure it's sold out. Zero worries.
As far as the miniatures of furniture and size of the item should be decided on
after we do a survey of the shop's customers.
Okay.
How is the special exhibition project going on?
The design revisions are done. We are going to get a sample of the draft proposal from the printer.
- What about the press release? - We're in the process of drawing it up.
And we're in the second stage of putting ads in the monthly magazines.
There isn't much time left until the launch of Cheum's fifth anniversary exhibition.
I know you're all busy, but to make sure everything goes as planned,
please double check on every task you've been given.
That's it for the meeting.
I guess this day off will really be the last vacation. Whare you going to do?
I'm doing volunteer work at an orphanage and teaching art.
Volunteering at an orphanage?
What was that odd nuance?
No, it's not that. It seems so like you.
I want to take a break on my day off, too.
But I come away very happy afterward.
Are you going alone? It must be hard.
Then do you want to come with me?
- I'll come with you. - Really?
- What about you, Curator Seong? - I'll go.
Then let's all go together.
Me too?
Yes. Wow.
This is good.
You know, Deok Mi, she kept denying it,
but she's been seeing Director Ryan.
- Really? - Yes.
I thought all she was good at was following around an idol.
Maybe she has high standards when it comes to men.
Someone with the looks, ability, and character.
Oh, I have a totally different impression of Deok Mi now.
Was I boasting too much?
Oh, don't worry. Eun Gi will bring someone great in time, too.
Our Eun Gi is the best, you know?
Excuse me, they say that the daughter-in-law gets all their love from the father-in-law.
When he brings his bride, I'll just--
You just stay put and keep cleaning your rocks.
That's the trend of fathers-in-law these days.
Ex-Husband
- Joo Hyeok. - Yes, Boss?
Go break some cups instead of bothering me.
Boss, should we close up the shop and go have fun outside?
How can you think to skip work with your boss?
What would we do to have fun?
You said we were going to go sing. Weren't we going to a noraebang?
Busking is better than a noraebang
How can I sing here with everyone watching?
I can't. I'm going.
Boss! You said you're my fan.
When a singer is singing,
how can you leave me without an audience?
Fine.
- You know this song, right? - Hm?
Let's do this together. Hurry up.
♫ Just one star and you
♫ That place was my long night
♫ Though I hesitated to say I love you
♫ There was no lie
♫ You were angryAnd so quiet ♫
♫ And so quiet
Seon Joo is the prettiest when she's having fun like that.
♫ Don’t take even that truth
♫ And make it into a bad memory
♫ For long daysAnd long nightsI really loved you ♫
♫ And long nights
♫ I really loved you
♫ Although I thought that having no choice
♫ Even still doesn't make any sense ♫
♫ Please don’t remember me
♫ As someone hateful
♫ I still don’t really know
♫ I still can’t erase the traces of you
Have you left work? When will you be home?
Nam Eun Gi!
Editor Nam! Editor Nam, why are you here?
Aren't you sick of doing sports? Still sweating at this hour...
Can an athlete get tired of doing sports?
Do you want to take a walk with me for the first time in a while?
Okay. Wait a little bit. I'll go take a shower.
Okay.
I didn't know you were this tall.
Oh, I can't even look up, it hurts my neck.
Here. Take a look to your heart's content.
Seriously.
It's hard, isn't it?
What is?
One-sided love.
I heard about Deok Mi and the director.
Shall we sit here or a while?
"Congratulations, that's great."
Is what I should have said, but I couldn't bring myself to.
I could only think about how much you'd be hurting.
- Mom. - I just don't want things to be hard for you.
You had a hard time too when you met dad?
Yeah. I was always frustrated and always freaking out.
I must have gone crazy for a moment.
But it's all okay
since I met my son like this.
Your son is pretty amazing isn't he?
Yes, so much so that he's too precious to give to someone else.
Son,
meet someone that you love and that will love you back.
I would just like you to do that.
Why is liking a person
a difficult thing?
It's just a matter of your heart falling.
But, more than any match,
it seems that my heart is not an easy thing.
At least you have a cuckoo mom buy your side.
Don't forget.
Of course. Let's go.
What's all all this? Colored pencils, chalk pastels, oil pastels, signing pens, watercolors, paper...
Did you prepare all this by yourself?
I'm just thankful that you are all accompanying me.
It looks like it.
Hello.
What's all this?
White Ocean cds.
I want to sell Si An to the kids.
Is the Director not coming?
That's right. I thought that he would come since he's been so calm and quiet these days.
Did you guys break up?
- Kim Hyo Jin!- Ah, I said that out of habit.
The director has been busy this week. He should at least get some rest today.
Director.
I'm sorry for being late. I had some work to do.
Curator Seong, you'll be riding in the Director's car right?
Let's get going.
Let's go.
If you were coming, you should have said something.
I wanted to see you being surprised.
What are all these dolls?
I'm going to an orphanage to teach the children art.
Hyung.
Cha Si An.
I told you to speak informally to me.
I don't see the Curator noona today.
She went to volunteer at an orphanage.
Orphanage? That's great.
Wait a minute.
One minute.
These are stuffed animals that I got from fans.
I haven't had a chance to donate them yet so I'll ask you to do it for me.
Is our Si An an angel after all?
Excuse me, I'm the one who brought them.
You did well, Driver Geum (Gold in Korean).
Driver Geum?
Driver Geum, let's be on our way.
Driver Geum is setting off.
♫ Your precious little girl ♫
♫ All I need is you ♫
♫ Your precious little girl ♫
♫ All I want is you ♫
♫ Your precious little girl ♫
Friends, friends, look over here!
Wow, you did great. Friends, starting from now
we're going to do something really really fun.
In order to do so, we need you all to sit in your seats.
Can you all sit in your seat for Teacher?
Yes!
Let's start!
Friends! This is
a painting that a very famous painter named Vincent Van Gogh painted.
What is that name of this painting?
- Jae Min!- Fried egg.
It does look like a tasty fried egg!
What else could it be?
- Wind.-Wind!
- No it's the sea.- What else is there?
- Devil's fire! - Oh, devil's fire?
- What is this round thing? - Moon!
- What color is this? -- Yellow!
This one?
What could the name of this painting be?
The big bang of the universe. The big bang of the universe.
You did well! Applause!
You did so well. Good job.
Teachers, please give out the snacks to everyone.
Over here! Over here!
Great kick!
Put it over there.
Over here!
You're running so well!
Director!
Join us!
Come over here quickly!
Come over!
But why are we doing this art class?
Wouldn't a financial contribution be better?
Would something change for them if they know art well?
It's not like they can buy art.
- Why? Was it an obnoxious question? No.
Hyo Jin,
did you love Cha Si An from the moment you saw him?
Of course.
Then, would you be able to forget everything
and go back to a time before you knew him?
No, I definitely couldn't.
Why? Without Cha Si An
you could still eat well, go to good places, and do fun things.
How could I forget my Si An? It's one thing to have never known him
but now he's embedded so deeply into my heart.
I've become so happy because of my Si An.
Isn't art like that?
Of course, material things are important too
since you can still eat well and live well without art.
But having the opportunity to learn naturally about art
and the opportunity to learn the beauty of drawing and painting
will make their lives a little more rich and happy.
I believe that.
Because that's how I live my life now.
Here, Dong Hoon Yi.
Rock, paper, scissors. Rock, paper, scissors. Rock, paper, scissors.
Yes!
Friends! Do you see this beautiful teacher here?
Yes!
Starting now, we will all draw her face by hand
and have an art exhibition.
So, looking at the same person,
we will get a chance to appreciate how differently each of us represents her.
- Can you do this?- Yes!
The teachers will help you too.
Ready, set, go!
Director, if you also want to draw your girlfriend, here you go.
Fighting.
Teacher, don't move please.
Oh, I'm sorry.
Please don't move.
It looks just like her, right?
It's completely the same.
Is it the same?
Teacher, don't move please.
Oh, sorry.
Should I draw you too, ahjussi?
What?
Ahjussi?
Can I have a crayon?
Yes.
Draw it a little bigger.
And then?
With the red one...
Now, please take the picture.
Ready? One, two, three.
There. Great job!
Good job, come over here. Next is...
- Let's move a little. - One, two, three.
Look at the camera! Look at the pretty eonni!
Kimchi!
One more! One more!
Smile prettily.
One, two, three.
Click!
- Draw your hand? - Yes.
- Not a sketch but trace your hand? - Yes.
I'm... Ryan Gold.
I know.
Why? I like this better. It's cuter.
Fine.
In pink?
Maybe anther color.
Here. Like this.
Follow around like this.
It's finished.
Wow, even my hand is pretty. Right?
Now mine's done, so I'll draw yours.
A blue one. It was already destined.
Your hand is really pretty.
Doesn't it look like a work of art?
It's nice.
Hang it up at Mono Art Gallery.
I'll seriously think about it.
Ahjussi!
What's your name?
- Ryan Gold. - Ryan Gold?
That's strange. Don't you have a Korean name?
Ryan
You must be happy to receive love.
I know.
RYAN
Ahjussi, come again.
Good-bye.
Thank you.
Let's go.
I want to ride in the nice car, too.
We'll see you tomorrow.
- See you tomorrow. - Just ride in the car you came here in.
Should we go, too?
She said to ride the same as we did before.
Yes.
Put it on.
Oh.
If I put this on, you won't be able to concentrate on driving.
I look good in sunglasses.
How is it?
But... to be honest, I didn't think you'd come today.
So I didn't tell you about it.
I think it was good that I came.
Since I made great memories with great people,
the place I used to dislike isn't completely a negative.
- Look forward now. - I don't want to.
Look at the scenery, too.
I like this scenery better.
- It was created in 1987. - I want to have it.
But Ahjussi, what's your name?
It's strange. Don't you have a Korean name?
The kids really seemed to like you.
Jealousy? Do you want to be the only one to have me?
I'm only able to say it now, but remember when we first met at the auction?
That time when you told me that, I thought you were a nut case.
I heard you.
But, do you really not remember your Korean name?
It feels like a stranger's name.
Since I have never once liked the name.
It sounds like someone else's.
- I'm sorry. I shouldn't have-- - Yoon Je.
- Heo Yoon Je. - Heo Yoon Je?
I'm going to like that name. Since it belongs to someone I like.
Hello, Heo Yoon Je.
How long are you going to hold my hand?
- It's not me that's holding on. - I see.
Then if I let go, it's over?
One, two--
Do you want to have dinner before you go? Totally home made.
If you want to make the dough, we take this flour first.
Is it all done?
How long do we let it sit for?
About 30, 40 minutes?
What do we do for 30 minutes?
What do you want to do?
♫ I am hovering around in a swirl ♫
♫ I'm taking a gentle step closer to the end. ♫
Your neck is too red.
♫ Come close and feel it ♫
♫ The blue sping sky ♫
This is yours.
Would this size do?
♫ Do you want to hear it? I do. ♫
♫ I'm floating above the clouds ♫
We have to eat Soojaebi...
Let's eat later.
I'll eat well.
♫ With a wide grin at you ♫
♫ 'm going to approach gingerly and say Oh ♫
♫ I love you ♫
♫ Boom Boom you are riding the wind ♫
♫ With a gentle step approching and singing ♫
♫ saying you've come to wait ♫
♫ Thump Thump My racing heart ♫
♫ Just says to me ♫
♫ It say you are like me ♫
♫ It says you smell like spring ♫
♫ This thrilling feeling ♫
Teacher Deok Mi
What's this?
Sleep well, Deok Mi.
Sleep well, Yoon Je.
Heo Yoon Je.
It's a pretty name.
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Hello?
A drunk woman?
Short hair?
Yes. Where are you?
- Please just drink a little.- Okay.
It's Mr. Pathetic.
I was right, wasn't I?
It is really him. The judo medalist, Athlete Nam Eun Gi.
See? I told you that I know him.
Choigang Judo Gymnasium
You said that she was Lee Seon Joo.
Did I? I just said that she was a short-haired drunk woman.
What is it?
Nothing. This man said that he was your fan, Athlete Nam Eun Gi,
so I said that I know you and he didn't believe me.
I'm your fan, Athlete Nam Eun Gi.
Your autograph, please.
How about I flip you over instead of giving you an autograph?
I'm good on that.
I would just like your autograph.
- Okay.- Thank you!
I'm annoying, aren't I?
So you do know. I was worried that you didn't realize it and was seriously hesitating on whether I should tell you or not.
Actually, I don't have any friends.
No friends to drink with.
I actually only have one friend, and... No, that's not it.
I have a friend that I have to pretend to be friends with.
But now it's become hard to meet him while pretending to be his friend.
So are we friends?
Yes, well. Let's just do that for today. Just for today.
Just by looking at you, I can tell that you're the tiring type of friend.
You've got a good eye for people.
So you confessed?
I empathize with that. I gave up, though.
Why?
I've seen Ryan for ten years, but that's the first time
that I've ever seen that kind of expression on his face.
One that I could tell in one glance that he really liked her.
Up until now, there hasn't been anything that I couldn't accomplish if I tried.
But I think there's only one thing left that I can try to do now.
It's giving up on my feelings.
Because I want to at least have Ryan in my life as a friend.
Mr. Pathetic!
Yes, I'm Mr. Pathetic.
So where is your house?
New York. Do you want to go to New York?
New York. New York!
Man, seriously.
I went over the line...
How could I drink so diligently and have drinking habits unfailingly?
I'm going to go crazy, seriously.
Attention!
Tiger is stronger than lion.
Choigang Judo Gymnasium.
I'll be your drinking buddy sometimes.
In exchange, it's just one round.
Hyo Jin.
The survey is really good.
but I think the questions are a bit too direct.Professor Yang
Which part?
All of it.
Yes, Professor?
Ah, you're done restoring it?
Yes, you can just send it to us.
This is my first time hearing your voice sound so bright, Curator Seong.
Does this painting have some sort of connection to you?
It's a painting that has a good connection with me.
Professor, I'll come and greet you personally next week.
Thank you so much.
Yes!
Is the restoration of that painting that you were looking for last time done?
It got done faster than I thought it would. As expected of Professor Yang.
But aren't you curious? About the painter.
Everyone knows that it's Lee Sol.
Oh, not about that. I was researching for material while getting ready for this exhibition.
There's no information about the painter other than this painting and her name.
People will be so curious after this exhibition ends.
Right? The visionary artist that managed to capture Hallyu star Cha Si An's heart.
Who in the world could she be?
That's right.
I'll go let the Director know that the restoration is done.
The director will be really happy.
That's right.
Please take care of it.
Art Director Ryan Gold
Director, they said that they finished restoring Painter Lee Sol's painting.
When can we see it?
They said that they just sent it off for delivery.
I'll let you know when it comes so that you can see it before it gets put into storage.
Thank you.
Good morning!
Everyone.
Director Eom?
Now I'm the director from TK Cultural Foundation.
Mr. Gold.
Will you have a brief talk with Director Eom So Hye?
Follow me.
Congratulations, President Eom So Hye.
If I'm going to have a discussion with Mr. Gold,
I thought that I would need things like authority and qualifications.
You must talk in a unique way, President Eom.
Actually, I don't like to talk back and forth.
I'll be the one to speak,
so you just listen, Mr. Gold.
Cancel the entire celebrity collection exhibition
for Cheum's fifth anniversary.
Director—
Mother.
Hyo Jin?
This is the good— No, the art products that I prepared.
Yeah. Okay.
Go out.
And Hyo Jin? Hyo Jin, you're not someone who should be making things like that.
Because Our Hyo Jin is TK Moo San's—
Daughter.
One that can't get annoyed as long as you give her a credit card and that has to do as she's told.
Hyo Jin?
Mother, why don't you ever ask me?
What I like and what I want to do...
Why aren't you curious about that?
I get curious when I like something.
Hyo Jin? Is there anything that I don't know
about you?
This was made by me.
Curator Seong entrusted it to me because she said I could do well at it.
And Curator Yoo helped me, and Yoo Seob encouraged and supported me.
And Director...
Anyway, I want to keep doing this.
I want to do it, not because of Cha Si An, but because I like it.
Even so, idols are a no.
Hyo Jin, what is this supposed to mean?
Please do the special exhibition.
I want to finish these goods.
If not...
You won't have anyone by your side.
Even me.
What's this supposed to mean?
It's the atmosphere where no parent can win against their children.
Do you think we can still have the special exhibition?
Director, are you okay?
I'm so upset right now.
Director.
It went well, right?
Si An.
Curator Seong, are you not getting off work?
You can go first.
What time do you think Director will leave? I have to put Lee Sol's painting away.
I'll do it. You can get off work too, Yoo Seop.
May I?
Then. You worked hard.
See you tomorrow.
- You worked hard. - Yes.
How about a glass?
Didn't you see earlier?
I have to go home and fight my final battle.
Hyo Jin, you are really amazing. Fighting!
But, do you know how to ride the bus?
Go. I'll teach you how.
Yes, Manager Park. I just arrived and I'm on my way.
Si An doesn't know yet, right?
Yes.
I don't want to eat.
Cha Si An.
Mom?
You have to eat while you work.
What? Mom, what happened?
My son. Why are you so skinny?
When did you get here? If you told me, I would have come to pick you up.
I thought you'd be busy. You look cool on TV, but you're still a baby. Huh?
Our Cha Si An.
I am a baby. I missed you to death.
You did?
Director.
Are you looking at the picture?
There's a woman who looks at paintings when she's having a hard time.
That's why.
Which woman?
But I'm relieved that we can do the special exhibition.
Yes, I'm relieved.
I... have something I'm curious about.
Being curious apparently means that you like that person.
You have two works by Lee Sol.
When did you first see her work?
Three years ago...
at some gallery in New York.
It was since then.
That I started not being able to paint.
I can't...
paint.
You know, right?
At first, I thought it was Stendhal syndrome.
I thought I'd be okay soon enough.
But no matter how I pestered my doctor friend for three years, there was no remedy.
So...
That's why I went back to that painting.
Since it was because of Lee Sol's painting.
If I collected all of Lee Sol's paintings, I thought something could change.
But,
I've actually seen this picture before.
It wasn't three years ago
but much longer.
When I was very young.
If it was when you were very young, then...
Before I was Ryan,...
when I was Heo Yeon Jae.
I saw that being painted.
If you saw it being painted...
then Lee Sol's painting...
Painter Lee Sol...
is probably a person I know.
Mom, don't be surprised when you go inside.
Is there something you could shock me with?
I'm collecting painting to do an exhibition.
Pictures?
Mom's pictures.
The work of Lee Sol.
Probably...
she is my mother.
It's interesting, right?
I don't remember the face of the person who drew the picture
but I remember the picture.
So that's why you saw the painting and...
I'm okay.
You're not okay.
No matter how much you say you are fine, you are not fine here.
Because you couldn't possibly be okay.
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♫ I'm going to listen to whatever you say ♫
♫ Tell the story on the side of your heart ♫
♫ which was thrown out to the end of your memory ♫
♫ I will lend you my shoulder to lean on ♫
♫ If you want to cry, you may ♫
♫ Like a young kid ♫
♫ That's love. Maybe... ♫
♫ Maybe that might be love ♫
♫ In the repetition of daily life, it's you who cared for me ♫
♫ My quietly trembling heart tells me ♫
Her Private Life ♫ It wants to say it misses you ♫
♫ So Maybe ♫
♫ Maybe you love me, you love me, you love me ♫
♫ Maybe I love you, I love you, I love you ♫
♫ Even if you are the wave ♫